i am beginning at the ending of my story again. i am just a girl left waiting for....i don't remember any more what brought me here, perhaps it is the Ouroburos, and this is where i have come to rest for now
i am begun a new as i am ending, an eternal return.i have always been just a girl, waiting from the beginning but something is within me existing with such force that i can not be extinguished.
so i suffer alone the cylicality of it filling my heart with loneliness i am constantly evolving, recreating myself and so few can keep up on this journey. Every time i see the end i fear for it means a new beginning to the waiting...
though i wish i knew what i was waiting for.
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I am Free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do.
— Robert A. Heinlein
You go up to a man, and you say, ‘How are things going, Joe?’ And he says, ‘Oh fine—couldn’t be better.’ And you look into his eyes, and you see things really couldn’t be much worse. When you get right down to it, everybody’s having a perfectly lousy time of it, and I mean everybody. And the hell of it is, nothing seems to help much.
— The Sirens of Titan, Kurt Vonnegut
